Last Year was FUN....

It started at bad note....then i got to know that i am socially out-casted....then got my poor results....then had YouthlaQshya stuff going which didn't turn up as it should....then had twice fever issues...went crazy in searching a place to live....a small time of good friendships....then off-course brake-ups of friendships....sat for companies but they didn't hire me....and by the end of the year exams again....didn't do well in those too....but in short.....2010 was FUN.....  :)

hey...i forgot to mentions the two names..Pratibha, who is still sticking with me even after witnessing my maniac character & Yatendra Baliyan.....a fun loving sensible guy with whom i came in contact this year....enjoyed working in college placements....MBA applications starts from there....working with the whole team of Sudhir-Pateria other guys and Somshekhar Sir....was fun.....

Started controlling my thoughts who use to go out of control at various occasions....
learned how to use Social Media to stay put....
& then of-course learned how to smile again... :)

Having a different vision for coming year....2011....numerology doesn't support me this year....but supported me last year.....& last year was fun....so lets see when it doesn't support me what's gonna happen....

Mom-Dad & Sis....wanna make you all proud....
Akash-Mayank-Gagan wanna make you guys proud too....

so.....2011 here you come....& as i don't have an option so here "i come too"....lets start the battle....!!

Happy New Year guys....

Deception

Today just came out of euphoria of “Friendship Day”….luckily or unluckily this day was never the same as of this year….Thanks to social media revolution which brought back my old school friends in my life….now i feel that this Social media is not “Fad”…

Now welcome to the real world…where real people are around you….where you can look at them when they are responding to the real question-answers & situation of life….where deception can be caught in one glimpse….

I see the two sides of human behavior….two shades of people around you….in black & white colors… : Deceptive and Real…

Reality is dying….& so we love to be deceptive….fake laughs….pretended reactions….out of the world melodrama…. negligence….seems to be tough for me to fit in…. & i guess that’s the reason i fail so many times in carrying forward the relations…may be its my “Arrogance” or may be its my “Attitude”….

Question is….whether am i being egotist or its just the respect of “Who am I & what my values are?”

Question is….whether i need to change to fit in the world of “deception”….or i’ll keep finding the people who are real up to the level where i can fit in….just need to have faith….?

May be i don’t have patience now….& this is why i can’t tolerate anything deceptive around me….

This Q & A will keep oscillating…i think i shouldn’t be bothered about this….because at this moment of my life i know that i have people around me who give me strength, happiness and courage to be myself….without any deception….

Its good to take lessons from life….but sometimes its necessary to scrutinize those lessons too…..

May be i became weird in a true sense for my global mass audience….but that’s not i am worried about….i am worried that i shouldn’t turn out to be weird for my target audience….my FRIENDS….and for my 5 things i can’t live without….

Trying hard to do so….May God bless me….!!

Spread Love to the world….

Chitransh Raaj….